your teeth once gleaming
 now dull and stained

your hair once full
 now thinned away

your skin once smooth
 now weathered and worn

your eyes once sharp and peircing
 now blood shot and yellow

your lips once full and lush
 now receding away

your voice once deep and gruff
 now a croaking hush

your touch once strong and sure
 now that of a dismembered corpse...

i dare you to

i want you to

i dispise you

the knife you thrust deeply in my back many years ago and continue to twist no longer hurts my dear

surprise... it is a double edged knife.. remember that

when you least expect it

i will be there

when your down and in pain

i will be there

not in person mind you

in the back of your mind

and the wicked thing is, you know it

you will forever be on guard

you stupid fool

awaiting my attack

ha!

have you not learned yet

all i do is bide my time

i get my pleasure from watching you squirm

i can still feel your lips pressed against mine
 even though you left hours ago

i can still feel your legs wraped around mine
 even though you left hours ago

i can smell your smell all over me
 even though you left hours ago

i can still feel your fingers tracing my skin
your juices , now dried, split on my stomach..

your warmth in my bed
your warmth in my heart
 even though you left hours ago...

grabbing you by the throat
squeezing
letting my nails sink into the soft flesh
enjoying the look in your eyes

pulling back, ripping the flesh out
watching the blood slowly ooze
watching the pain in your eyes

yes, of course i know you would be punching and kicking and pulling my hair but with all of my anger and focus on your tender throat.. i wouldnt feel a thing..

to see you choking and drowning in your own blood gives me a thrill of delite

the warmth of it spraying over me like a hot shower
watching your life slowly pump quickly out of you
the thick coppery smell

watching you deficate on yourself as the final humilation for all of the years of torrment you have given not only myself but countless others....

all these years i have let you drag me down into your muck and mire.

thinking i needed your friendship when all you were doing was leaching off of me.
trying to use my self doubts to make yourself look better.

you truely are a bottom dweller.
i pity you because i now know that i am far above you..
your words, your actions cant hurt me now.

move on to your next victim..
i have now and forever more shut the book on you

how does it feel to be sitting there surrounded by people but yet all alone..
what once use to be claws is no more..

you cant harm me
you cant touch me
you are nothing to me

i once called you friend..
i once enjoyed your company..
after the rain washed away your many veils of deceit
i now call you for what you are..

a spinless lonly soul
driftling aimlessly through this world
unable to care about anyone but yourself.....

you think you have me
at a time i thought you did too
but now my mind is clear my dear

i can think..
i can see
i know what you are
i can see it
i will not fall for it no more

now what will you do
my dear...