oh what a farce

you claim to love him

you just done it cause another wanted him

be done with it

you foul evil smelling creature

i know i am

take him to your pits of insanity

need i care anymore

i wash my hands of you both

 THERE YOU SIT

COLD STEEL

PUKING UP WATER

DESTROYING EVERYTHING

IN YOUR PATH

WHY MUST YOU BE LIKE THIS

HAVE I NOT TAKEN CARE OF YOU

HAVE I NOT CLEANED YOU AFTER EVRY USE

I ENJOYED WATCHING YOU DANCE ACROSS THE FLOOR

I ENJOYED YOUR SWISHING SOUNDS

SO WHY OH WHY HAVE YOU BECOME POSSED

WHY HAVE YOU DESTORIED MY WAY OF LIFE

STUPID WATER PUKING WASHING MACHINE

she is back

in all of her ugliness

she took you from me

what else can she take from me

she took my pride

she took my joy

she took my friend

she took you the man i was falling in love with

i never thought i would say this

i need you in my life

so it is only your words and thought

i don't know what to say or do without you

please come back to me

we were friends i thought

how could you just turn your back on me

i miss you

i miss your words

i miss your worry

i just miss you

come back to me

please....

i smile and lick my lips

as i hear your heavy footsteps

the anticapation is about to kill me

i squirm on the mattres

my blood starts to rush

i bite my lip and tast blood

my breasts rise with every heavy breath i take

i hear you getting closer and closer

i start to giggle

the chains rattle a bit too loudly

you stop then laugh deeply

the thrill of you seeing me naked in such a way

heats my flesh

a soft moan escapes my lips

then the door opens

the flicker of the candle in your hand excites me

i can smell you from where i lay

you comand me to close my eyes

i do as you say

i hear you slowly, oh so slowly walk towards me

i feel the bed dip in as you sit

then a splash of pain as you pour the wax on my stomach

the pain is brief but delicious

i feel your hot breath on my feet

the flicker of your tongue across my toes

the delicious hot moistness of your mouth

i let out a slight moan as you suck my toes

ssshhh is your only reply

the feeling of it on my toes is enough to drive me mad

i wiggle a bit too much and feel your nails

rake the inside on my thighs

you spread my legs with your knees

a bit forcefully

an icy cold object is rubbed across my throbing numb

it's a bit of a shock

the numbness sinks in

then the hotness of your tongue

as you suck me, makeing me warm again

i see you hiding

thinking you are slick

you make me rather sick

i hear you moaning about

your hurt

you deserve it

i hope you know the pain

the feelings of selfworth

i hope she shreds you

like you were dirt

i was there when no other was

now you have turned your back on me

just like i figured you would

your mouth spews such lies

sweet sweet tainted lies

but no more

i know your game

so begone you evil thing...

Naked he lay on the bed in waiting
Awake and the evening anticipating
Hungry for the feasting he knew was near
Aware that at last she is finally here.

First the feeling of  that now familiar tingle
Wondering if she is accompanied or single
Then smelling her breath as it slides over him
Feeling each touch of her tongue as reality begins to dim.

At last that which he seeks and craves
Is here as he feels her fresh from her grave
Long white teeth set in blood red lips
Shuddering, he feels her mouth as it dips.

As biting into his hot flesh he begins to feel
Her hunger fade as reality begins to reel
Soon he feels lighter than air, soaring into the night
As Vampyra claims him, carrying him away in orgasmic flight.

His heart sings to Vampyra in unearthly delight
As he gladly gives to her his soul this unholy night
His body craving her touch in deepest erotic desire
Vampyra has touched his heart and soul and set them on fire.

*not my writing*

1047
First appearance of the word "upir" in a document referring to a Russian prince as "Upir Lichy", or wicked vampire.

1196
William of Newburgh's "Chronicles". It records several stories of vampire like revenants in England.

1428
Vlad Dracula, or Vlad the Impaler, is born.

1477
Vlad the Impaler is assassinated.

1484
The Malleus Maleficarium, known as the witch hunter's bible, is written by Heinrich Kramer and Jacob Sprenger. The topic of how to hunt and destroy a vampire is discussed.

1560
Erzsebet (Elizabeth) Bathory is born.

1610
Elizabeth Bathory is tried and convicted of killing several hundred girls. Her sentence is life imprisonment.

1614
Elizabeth Bathory dies.

1679
A German vampire text, "De Masticatione Mortuorum", is written by Phillip Rohr.

1727-1732
Arnold Paole unleashes his vampiric terror on the town of Meduegna.

1734
The word "vampyre" enters the English language. 1748 - The first modern vampyre poem, "Der Vampir", is published.

1813
A vampire appears in Lord Byron's The Giaour.

1819
John Polidori's "The Vampyre," is the first vampire story in English is published.

1847
Bram Stoker is born.

1872
In Italy, Vincenzo Verzeni is convicted of murdering two people and drinking their blood.

1897
"Dracula" by Bram Stoker is published in England.

1924
Fritz Haarmann the "Vampire of Hanover" is arrested, tried and convicted of killing more than 20 people in a vampiric crime spree.

1931
Dracula, starring Bela Lugosi, is released.

1932
The movie "Vampyr," directed by Carl Theodor Dreyer, is released.

1936
"Dracula's Daughter" is released.

1943
"Son of Dracula", stars Lon Chaney, Jr., as Dracula.

1962
The Count Dracula Society is founded in the United States by Donald Reed.

1964
"The Munsters" and "The Addams Family"; television shows with vampiric characters.

1965
Jeanne Youngson founds The Count Dracula Fan Club.

1970
Sean Manchester founds The Vampire Research Society."In Search of Dracula" by Raymond T. McNally and Radu Florescu is published.--Stephan Kaplan founds The Vampire Research Centre.

1976
The first of the Vampire Chronicles, "Interview With the Vampire", by Anne Rice is published.

1979
Frank Langella stars in the remake of Dracula.

1980
Richard Chase, the so-called Dracula Killer of Sacramento, California, commits suicide in prison.

1985
"The Vampire Lestat" by Anne Rice is published and reaches the best seller list.

1988
"The Queen of the Damned" is published by Anne Rice.

1991
Vampire: The Masquerade," the vampire role-playing game is released by White Wolf.

1992
"Bram Stoker's Dracula" directed by Francis Ford Coppola opens. --Andrei Chikatilo of Russia, is sentenced to death after killing and vampirizing 55 people.-"The Tale of the Body Thief" by Anne Rice is published.

1994
The film version of Anne Rice's "Interview with the Vampire" opens with Tom Cruise as the Vampire Lestat and Brad Pitt as Louis.

1998
Blade is released into theaters. Pandora by Anne Rice is published. The Vampire Armand by Anne Rice is published.

1999
Vittorio the Vampire by Anne Rice is published.

it was so painful the next time i looked in your eyes

you are far away from me on a different path of life

i could not reach you if in greeting

i extended my hand to lift you from suicide

because in my own mind you're only a doll

to take in my souland

i trusted you and look at you now

i thought you were close to me

i shared a piece of my soul with you

i let you in when no other could pass

you lied to me

you mocked me

did you think i would not know

did you think i would not care

i do not wish to hear your words

i wish for you to go away

go and be with her

leave me to my pain and misery

never again will i lay down my armor